The exams are over and I'm glad that the stress that was hindering my sleep, making me mutter all my geog and bio stuff in my dreams is over. But, somehow, it doesn't feel right. Well, the person I used to know would be having fun like there was no tomorrow ... and I still thought that I was that person yesterday, until today of course. I guess I'm just currently freaked out that I'll get 50 and not even qualify for ITE from my O Level results. I mean, I just realise that it's intimidating and I don't know how people sit for their papers without like passing out or something. Oh and it doesn't help that I always end up royally screwing up my like major exams ... god knows why. And oh my god, just imagine ... when I get through these O Levels then I'll be headed for the A Levels and then I'll be in university. University life excites me but what if I end up getting into some crappy uni? God, what if I just like fail everything and end up with some horrible job, miles away from the desired forensics?! Okay, I feel like crying, now. Gosh, remind me again why I put myself through this? You'll probably be wanting to slam me or something (not like I give a shit) but hey, some people actually THINK about their future and how their gonna end up unlike the others who just live day by day (I trust your level of intelligence to figure out the INTELLECTUAL ones and the LOSERS) Okay, you know what, I'm seriously exhausted (and depressed) so I'll just leave it at this. And I'll make a dramatic exit by putting a kickass song before I go (discovered in GW)
http://www.youtube.com/v/hI3xly-Tasg
Effect gone but heck, kickass nonetheless.
Hope this doesn't get ruined by fakes singing it out loud. Yes, I'm bitter.